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Friday, April 13, 2012 -{'10:53 PM
I know you are happy with your life now, im happy for you too. I'm contented Huiwen have given you happiness. I did went into facebook to see how are you, but i think you have deleted/unfriend me off. I dont know what I have done to resort you to do this way. I hope everything is fine for you in your life as I somehow have a feeling you are no longer in good terms with your dad just like the past. Well, I know I cant do anything, but just wishing and praying everything is good for you. Im glad you found a stable job, happy for you!
Lastly, I still do miss you.
I know you wont be seeing this, but whenever I think of you I would log in here to view our post and bring back the memories we created.
If you want to contact me, you can contact me via my email
grace.goh@live.com.sg , or text my mobile phone 9XXXX185 (the previous number we both went to VivoCity to change, remember?).
As I'm not in Singapore, currently studying in Australia.
If you see this, please contact me I really miss you badly! :'(
<3 you Nigel
Love,
Grace Goh
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010 -{'11:48 PM
Its been going through everything with you for half a year. I'm really glad that we have come this far. Im glad both of us are patient towards each other. I'm happy to have you by my side, guiding me through each and everything. Trying your very best to cheer me up and most of all celebrating each and every anniversary together with me even how tired you are when you are back from camp.
Those anniversary present, i really appreciate it. It put a sweet smile on my face :)
Baby, no matter how far how tough our love journey is, never ever give up alright. Although, there are times when we quarrel i really feel like giving up, but I told myself I cant. I cant bare to see you in pain, hurt. I cant bare to leave you alone. Becos I just love you too much. I told myself I must be strong :)
I, Grace Goh Pei Ying. Will work hard for your relationship, I promise that I will never give up on this relationship. As for mummy side, I hope Nigel Ng Qi Wei is willing to give me time to slowly solve it. Please, becos i really dont wanna lose you becos of this.
Baby, I'm gonna see you tmr. My heart now is filled with excitement and happiness, I really cant wait to get to see, hug, kiss you baby. I'm gonna go to bed now, if not I wont be able to wake up tmr to get to see my fatty smelly silly sweetie boy! :D
Baby, I love you to the very max!
AND......
I... LOVE YOU! Heihei =p
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Saturday, March 13, 2010 -{'10:18 PM
Feeling kinda of weird, kinda of mix feelings right now. I dont know how to face, i dont know how to start, i dont know what's the outcome going to be. I'm really afraid. I know the road ahead will be tough, I know it's going to be stressful. Whenever I think about it, my heart felt so heavy, so depress. Never been like this before. If only, fairygod mother could help me.
There are times whereby im thinking why cant you be forgiving? Why cant you talk to me in a proper manner. I feel so.... I dont know how to describe. I dont know whats my mind is thinking right now. I know you're disappointed of not giving you anything on both months, but i will give my full heart to this present on the 6th month.
I dont wanna say anymore, im not in the right state of mind.
为什么不能拥有简单爱 我重来没有这种感觉过 我真的累了真的很辛苦，我的心真的很痛。可是我却不能说什么。
我爱你
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Thursday, March 11, 2010 -{'10:43 PM
sometimes i`m wondering . am i asking or expecting too much frm you . i dun0o wad happen to me . but i just feel so freaking stress and sad . last time you say you no time . cos needa study . nvm . cos exam . i understand . now exam over . you slack . watch tv . so much time and you just cant spend alittle time just to upload our photos online . is this too much ? i nva ask for anything tat cant be done . i just want you to care more for our relationship tats all . but it seems tat you care more for your friends den me . you can stress yourself whole day of even few days cos of your friends . but wad about me ? did you think of me ? i`m so freaking tired and stress cos of my fucking army . i`ve been thinking almost everynight . why are you like tat . this is the freaking 2nd post of the YEAR . wtf right . you didnt even care to upload my blog . i feel so hurt ... now i`m thinking weither do you really love me . or you are just use to be with me tats all . you can so easily ask me for something which you will nva nva do tat to me in the past . wad you wan i`ll give you for sure but now . you seems to be asking more things frm me den eva . i told you b4 . i`m not a rich kid . i cant get many things for you . just now when you said you wana LV wallet for mummy`s present . i was so fucking shock . even when i noe you are joking . i was so shock . cos it seems like you are demanding for more den before . i already dun mind spending more den half of my pay for your itouch . even when i noe i`ll be like shit during month end . but for you . i dun mind doing anythin . i just hope tat we can stay together during the weekends or when i`m out of camp . you are already 19 and you dun dare to try . dun you wanna stay with me ? be with me ? you always said mummy is a strick mother . but to me . i noe tat even if she is so strick . she do have a heart and she will understand if you really tell her . bout us . like wad we done cos i believe tat . tat will make her noe more bout me she will willing to let you stay with me and not worrying . but to you . you dun care . you only believe on wad you think . den wad about me ? wadever i say you dun believe . remember wad i said bout your friend ? you quarrel with me cos of your friends . shout at me cos of them and in the end wad happen ?! they fucking betrayed you . do you noe how hurt was i when we were quarreling ?
i bet you dun0o . cos all along your friends was more important den me . many things came to my mind everynight b4 i slp . i miss you so much everynight . but you are just playing computer . online shopping and watch tv . so many time for you to upload our photos online and you choose not to do so . till i ask you to do den you do . but in the end you only uploaded 3 photos ... wa you noe when i saw my facebook how piss off was i ? and when i asked you on msn you can just tell me tat you got no time and you are watching tv . i`ve tried my best to be a good boyfriend . but why cant you try your best too ? is it very hard to tell mummy tat you are staying at your bf house when you are already 18+ ? is tat so hard to spent sometime to do something for us ? you are always thinking tat i still miss my ex . but i already said so many freaking times tat i only have you and i only love you . cant you just believe me and trust me ?
i did so much for you still cant prove how much i love you ? wad else you wan ?! hais .
everytime . i need to use force to get you do things tat you dun wanna do . and everytime i force you . are things tat are good for you . and also good for our relationships . i just dun understand why other couple even those tat are younger den us . having even more strick parents den us can do tat and why you cant . if theres god i really hope tat he can just freaking treat me fair . tats all . everything happening to me are so fucking unfair . sometime i feel like stopping our relationship and see if you will really come back to me . and let our fate decide . i noe i cant do it . cos i cant bare to hurt you . i love you . i always joke bout me getting hurt during my detail . its cos i wanna noe how much you really care for me . cos when you care for me . i realise tat . you really love me so much and i feel so happy and warm . i wan to hug you everyday when i slp but i noe i cant . dude to army . but when i book out ? why cant it happen ? and i`m sure tat it can be happen . its just weither do you wan or not . mummy already agree on your relationship and she should noe and be fair to both you and me . i always ask you to talk to her . you dun wan . scared tat she will nag . but think back on last time . when you told mummy you had a bf . she did nag but in the end she still let . is being with me so hard ? or am i asking too much . you always say you wan to face everything with me . but infact i`m the only one facing it and you are just running away frm it . hais . theres so much for me to say in my heart ... i dun wanna say anymore . cos it will just get the scar on my heart bigger .
feeling so sad and stress now ... fuck up life .
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Sunday, January 17, 2010 -{'3:29 PM
first post of the year .
hmmm yesterday . we celebrate our 4th month . i`m so happy baby . love you so much .
hope you are happy with the surprise i gave you . hmmm . its been a long time since i blog .
baby asked me to blog long ago . and now i`m blogging . just for you dear .
hmmm . yesterday booked out in the morning . wanted to give dear dear a surprise .
so didn`t tell her . we almost quarrel cos she forgot wad she promise me . woke up late and
thought she told me to reach my place at 12plus . but in the in it was 11 tat she told me .
hmmm in the end . she rush up and wash her face . and rush to house after tat . she reached at ard 11 plus . wad a silly gal . i was smilling . but i act like i`m angry . hahas . saw my silly gal saying sorry to me . i feel like i`m the happiest guy on earth . we talked bout friday`s quarrel . cos we dun want anything to block our relationship frm growing . in the end . baby realise she is at fault again .
silly gal . cant saying sorry again . hahas . after tat . we went movie and i asked a camp-mate along .
who knows tat camp-mate of mine is baby de ex .. opps . baby dun dare to tell me . but i noe she was acting weird le . mins later . my frend told me bout it when baby went to the toilet .
baby came back and i told her . once again . she start saying sorry . scared tat i will get angry cos she nva tell me bout the thing . but infact i wasn`t angry at all . cos . i noe my dear gal scared i angry .
hmmm baby next time must tell me okay ? no matter wad thing . good or bad . must must tell me okays ? i love you (:
after tat . i noe baby wasn`t happy at all . so after movie . we walk away . and head to sentosa .
baby knew i wanted to bring her there . but i lie to her . hahas . baby was happy . but my surprise was gone -.- after tat . but luckly . i have a last surprise tat baby nva know i was gonna do . it was the song of the seas :D
when we were Q-ing to get the sentosa express ticket . i saw the song of the seas thingy . so i asked baby to go get a drink for me . and mins later . its my turn to buy the ticket . so i asked the staff there weither can i get the song of the seas` ticket frm the counter . and she say can ! hahas
i was so happy . and after tat baby come back le . dun0o anythin . hees .
we took the sentosa express over to sentosa . once we reach there . we walked around and i saw the skyride . so i asked baby to sit with me . i bought both skyride and the luge ticket . but in the end baby was wearing skirt . so we didn`t took the luge right . i was abit piss off cos i asked her to wear a shorts but she insist of wearing skirt . but luckly . we can change the luge to skyride .
and we took it down (: we took afew photo at the 2nd skyride . cos i dun dare to tak out my phone on the first ride as i scare my phone will drop down . but when we are taking the 2nd ride . i dun care le . cos i want tak photo with baby ! hahas . after tat we walk around and talk alot of sweet pictures . and also funny photos . hahas . i told baby we got alot of time . so we walked around till 8 . i ask baby go eat . so we walk towards the song of the seas and we saw alot ppl Q-ing . and i lie to baby . saying 'lets go try Q' . hees . i told baby tat we are trying our luck .
and the silly gal of mind believed . hahas . so we went Q-ing for 40mins =.= at ard 8.35 . we finally can go in cos there was too many ppl there le . but we manage to get a good place .
baby was shock when i took our sentosa express ticket and gave it to the staff at the entrance .
hahas . den i told baby . hmmm baby this is the surprise :D i can tell baby was so so happy !
hmmm . the show was nice . and sweet . hmmm . maybe sweet is cos the one sitting beside me is her . baby i hope u love the surprise i did for you on our 4th month anniversary ! i love you dear .
after song of the seas . we took the sentosa express back to vivo . and ate KFC . both eat dao super full ! =x hmmm after tat i send baby home . yesterday was a happy and tired day ! hees .
today baby go eat with her sisters . she is late . as usual . hahas . silly her . baby now coming my house le . i got to stop le . theres so many to say . hmmm .
baby ah . words cant tell how much i love you . i`ll try my very best to give you more and more surprise de . and make our love story the most lovely one ! and its not gonna end ! cos we will nva leave each other de . mwacks darling . hmmm . last but not least .
i love you Grace Goh PY ^^
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009 -{'9:06 PM
I miss sillybaby boy soooo much right now. I want Sat faster comeeeee! So that I could cuddle babyboy tight to sleep again! :D I pour everything which have been bothering in my heart to baby today. Once again, he cheered me up! Baby told me he will handle everything for me. It makes me feel so much happiness to have him! (: I...love baby very much! NNQW will always be my love!
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Monday, December 7, 2009 -{'9:48 PM
Consecutive three days of seeing baby, makes me soooo happy it's triple happiness! Heeeehee. Baby, would always be the one who cheer me up whenever I'm down (: Esp, When I was so worried about... I miss him so much right now, I cant wait for Sat to comeeee. I was happy that Baby told me he's going to get a couple ring for me. It makes me feel sooo secured, the feeling is like I'm offically belong to him (: Haha, I'm sooo over the moon! Baby, no matter what how the world falls or whatever it is I'm gonna love you always and it's forever baby. Muack!
