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Saturday, March 13, 2010 -{'10:18 PM
Feeling kinda of weird, kinda of mix feelings right now. I dont know how to face, i dont know how to start, i dont know what's the outcome going to be. I'm really afraid. I know the road ahead will be tough, I know it's going to be stressful. Whenever I think about it, my heart felt so heavy, so depress. Never been like this before. If only, fairygod mother could help me.
There are times whereby im thinking why cant you be forgiving? Why cant you talk to me in a proper manner. I feel so.... I dont know how to describe. I dont know whats my mind is thinking right now. I know you're disappointed of not giving you anything on both months, but i will give my full heart to this present on the 6th month.
I dont wanna say anymore, im not in the right state of mind.
为什么不能拥有简单爱 我重来没有这种感觉过 我真的累了真的很辛苦，我的心真的很痛。可是我却不能说什么。
我爱你
